Monday, January 13, 2014


                     Why is it so hard to admit  things to others?
 Writing about my wanting to slow down, makes me feel as if I am a failure. As if I can't handle being busy. I find myself wanting to explain, I can I really really can, I just don't want to!
  Writing about wanting to save money, be more frugal, makes me feel as if everyone will think we are poor. We may not be millionaires, but I do not think we are poor. I feel self employment has it's waves of ups and downs yes, but I just want to be more wise with my money. Yet I keep thinking, I don't want people to think we are poor so I have to do these things.
  Why am I like that? Why should it matter?
 I suppose it is my pride, and I know that it shouldn't matter, so I suppose these to are things I should be working on as well.

1 comment:

  1. you dont have to worry about what others think you are so greatly rich you have a family that loves you a wonderful husband and most of all you have an awesome God who is there for you always oh yeah and then theres ( me )